Maya Angelou
In Maya Angelou's first autobiography I Know
Why the Caged Bird Sings, she said that the caged bird sings of freedom.
What she means is that the bird doesn’t sing for our
amusement. When he sings he’s trying to communicate with us, and he’s trying to
tell us he wants out. No one understands because he sounds so beautiful, but
all he wants is to be free. He doesn’t like being kept in the small cage, he
wants out, and wants the chance to spread his wings. I completely understand
that.
Angelou says she doesn’t talk about her
bad dreams because it “gives them too much power.” I completely agree. If you
keep feeding something negativity, and if you keep dwelling on it, it’s only
going to get worse. Especially any form of drama- well, besides the class.
During the musical last year, there was a fairly significant amount of drama.
When people keep talking about what’s going on, they tend to add in their own
two sense. That’s when it started to get out of hand. Things started to
snowball, people started bickering, and we didn’t work as well together as we
normally did. It started with a couple people and a small disagreement, and
then half of the theatre had a say in what was happening.
After going through a major trauma at
age seven, Maya stopped talking for five years. I don’t think I could ever do
that- I can hardly keep my mouth shut for a few hours. Well, when I’m in
school. At school I tend to be a jabberbox- I’m fairly certain that annoys
quite a few people- but when I’m at home my family sometimes forgets I’m there.
Maybe that’s because I stay locked in my room with a book, and dislike any form
of social interaction with them unless food is involved. Or trips to the bookstore.
Either way, I would probably learn a lot more about those around me if I talked
a lot less, and I may actually get a say in things if I actually spoke up to my
family.
Maya said she’s comfortable in using
six or seven languages. I find that super cool. I really wish I was fluent in
French- it is such a beautiful language- and sign language. When I was growing
up, I had a few deaf friends, and picked up some sign language from them.
Speaking just English is not good enough, even though we live in America. It
would be okay if we were living in England. Just because this is America doesn’t
me we can do whatever we want. We took this land from Native Americans- we were
savages that came in and took the land that already belonged to someone else.
America is full of a bunch of idiotic bigots that think way too much of
themselves, and I find it fairly appalling.
I think writing is a lot of work.
Depending on the genre you write will determine the amount of work you do, but putting
your thoughts into words is hard. You may understand what’s being said, but
getting others to understand is a lot harder. That won’t stop me from trying
though.
I am so glad that you are resolved to continue attempting to communicate all that is going on in that brilliant head of yours! I know just what you mean about being disturbed by the lack of tolerance (and often intelligence) in our country, but I am hopeful that your generation will usher in some big changes by raising kids that have known nothing but acceptance and open-mindedness.
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